Friday, October 27, 2023

Immature Heirs

If I had to summarize the state of the current church universal, I would say it consists of too many adult heirs living as spiritual children. Meaning, that most oversimplify the gospel to simply being a good boy. Despite the fact that the Hebrews spent thousands of years doing basically that, only to fail time and time again. So they had to continuously atone through the sacrificial system. Jesus satisfied that requirement once and for all through his sacrifice. Not just to give us an easy out, but because we should be mature enough to understand the why, and not just the what and accept the responsibility of self-correction.

I have said it before, and will probably say it again. We didn’t need a Messiah to just reiterate the law, and correct our misapplication of it. Any garden variety prophet could have done that. We needed a messiah to bind up our broken hearts because that is the biggest obstacle to actual holiness. By skipping over that, we are missing so much of the good news within the gospel, and rob it of its potential glory.

Which begs the question, why? I think a lot of it is that most people just can’t or won’t look past the surface of anything. Much of what we think we know about Scripture has been explained to us by others. If that preacher can’t see past their own nose either, their understanding of the gospel will be shallow as well. All the more reason for taking responsibility for our own soul. I have only gotten to where I am by not relying on the pulpit for everything. As a new Christian, my spiritual wounds ran deep, I needed answers that went far deeper than common knowledge Christianity offered. If I didn’t seek real scriptural answers for myself. I would have likely fallen away by now, or just been another whitewashed tomb. I wish I could say I had great mentors to get me through my personal exodus, but I didn’t. For me, my books were my teachers.

Let me offer a few examples of what I am saying. The story of Lazarus, is an issue I have discussed numerous times. (John 11:1-44) Even ordained ministers get this one all wrong. Jesus did not weep because he was mourning the death of Lazarus. He wept because they did not understand that there was no reason to mourn him at all. Despite all they had seen, they still saw him as just another garden variety prophet. They didn’t understand that his divinity made his power unlimited. If he was mourning over anything, it was all of his chosen people’s ignorance. I’m sure he still weeps over us today for the same reason. Just as he wept over all of Jerusalem in Luke 19:41-42. I am right there with Him on that one, as hard as I try, people still view scripture from a very mortal and worldly perspective.

There are a few obscure cults out there that insist that Mosaic law still applies in the New Covenant. They take the fully adult heirs living as un-Bah-Mitzvah’d children to the extreme. To use their terminology. Once while debating this issue with one of them I used Romans 7:1-6 as an example. But he insisted that passage was about marriage. Although he was an ordained minister, he could not see that Paul was using marriage as a comparison, not actually talking about marriage itself. It was about that time I realized it was pointless to reason with him. He was too spiritually discerned to see that a good Father wants to instill true understanding about righteousness so that a child can grow to become an heir in the kingdom. Not just knowledge about what is wrong, so they live in fear of punishment until the day they die.

In the same way, you who are younger, submit yourselves to your elders. All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because, “God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1st Peter 5:5-7

People like to quote 1st Peter 5:7 by itself. That way we think we can cast off our anxiety and negative emotions, but never have to face the cause. Yet if we start with verse 5, and include the parts that reveal this act must be done in humility, and this childish notion falls apart. As a teenager, I had a real hard time verbalizing the storm going on inside. So I humbled myself before God via my art instead. I disturbed a lot of people this way, they just could not get past the surface and assumed the worst. Then encouraged me to essentially whitewash myself. I have heard similar stories from others where their conservative whitewashed parents went as far as to destroy their children’s creations which were their means of dealing with and releasing the pain inside. So they were essentially saying to their kids to shove those splinters lodged in your heart even deeper where nobody can see, and be a fake like us. While we can’t hide anything from God, we can keep things from him. So by denying our brokenness, we our only slowing down our path to healing. Not realizing that only by allowing God to remove those splinters from our hearts, will we see clearly enough to deal with the splinters of others empathetically, instead of with critical judgment and forced whitewash. (Matthew 7) Maybe that is why we get so upset with those who reject the church only to adopt a different color wash. Their lie of identity being less than skin deep reflects our immature lies.

As much as we try to turn Christianity into a systematic checklist. It is really far more poetic than that. The Bible itself is full of literal poetry after all, and it’s not all nice warm and fuzzy poetry about puppies and fluffy bunnies either. It acknowledges all the dark realities we must face every day, perhaps if you read and studied it for yourself, you might realize that and stop living like a child avoiding punishment, and live like an adult who is responsible to his Fathers kingdom.

What I am saying is that as long as an heir is underage, he is no different from a slave, although he owns the whole estate. The heir is subject to guardians and trustees until the time set by his father. So also, when we were underage, we were in slavery under the elemental spiritual forces of the world. But when the set time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, that we might receive adoption to sonship. Because you are his sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, “Abba, Father.” So you are no longer a slave, but God’s child; and since you are his child, God has made you also an heir. -Galatians 4:1-7

The Visual PARABLEist

A man bleeding from the eyes

There was a time I walked away from art thinking it separated me from my church peers. Then this image appeared in my head and it wouldn’t go away until I released it onto canvas. Only then did I understand what God was telling me. I was treating his gifts and talents with contempt, and damaging my spiritual “vision” in the process. It was about that time I started to incorporate my art into my teaching.

Sunday, October 15, 2023

Are we all pastors?

You have probably heard your minister say that “we are all pastors” at some point, or at least some variation of it. Which can be a very scary and intimidating idea for the average churchgoer. Is this really true from a theological standpoint though? Does it violate the body of Christ? Or is this what Peter meant by the Royal Priesthood? This begs the question, are the many troubles that the church faces partially due to mankind trying to sidestep our responsibilities, or impose our own will into God’s model? All the more reason to take a long hard look at it.

Terminology
The question itself gets complicated by semantics. Common usage is often a bit different than a true technical definition. Yet even proper definitions get a little more complicated than we may realize, which I will go over. Also, there are other non-Biblical terms like reverend, which is more of a title of educational level like doctor. As well as clergy, which seems to be a broad generic term for all faiths, not just Christianity. so I don’t think I need to say any more about them.

Priest
Used heavily in the Old Testament, yet mostly only used by the Roman Catholic Church today. Keep in mind that the entire tribe of Levi was once designated as part of the priesthood, yet there was also a high priest. The New Testament seems to flip the script though by indicating we are all part of the priesthood. (1st Peter 2:4-10, Revelation 5:10) Giving the idea credence. Even if only the Protestant church acknowledges it.

Pastor (shepherd)
Did not start being used as it is today until the Protestant Reformation. Which may simply reflect what Martin Luther thought the priests of the New Covenant should be like. Keep in mind, that Peter was seen as the first Pope of the Catholic Church. Consider also the exchange between Jesus and Peter in John 21:15-19; then one can see how he may have believed St. Peter was called to be a shepherd. With that being said, Biblically speaking the term is really more about caring for the people than leadership. Yet shouldn’t we all be caring for one another, not just the senior minister. Even if some are more gifted at it than others, and specifically set apart for it. So in that sense, this gives the idea credence as well.

Minister
While we may use this term the same way we used high priest in the past. Technically it means “servant” and refers to all people in ministry at every level. Not just leaders. So in this sense, the key idea is proper as well.

Application of the Body of Christ
When Paul talks about the different spiritual gifts in 1st Corinthians 12, he uses very different terminology than he does when talking about different positions of service in Ephesians 4. Even though he uses the Body of Christ comparison in both. Which may be part of the confusion about this idea. They are definitely not apples-to-apples comparisons as we may have assumed. Meaning, that while every minister has gifts, not every senior minister is going to have the exact same gifts. Yet I think we often expect them to. That expectation is often based on past experience and familiarity, or what we want and need. Which can be a bit self-centered and unrealistic. I personally appreciate churches with extended ministry teams, the individual members bring their own flavor to the common cause of the gospel. Allowing them to reach more types of people. Is this not what we need right now?

With this in mind, we may all technically be priests, pastors, or ministers after all. However, that doesn’t necessarily mean you are expected to do what the leaders do as you may have assumed though. Hence the fear of the idea. So it’s no wonder that 10% of the people do 90% of the work in church. An obvious shortfall in the church that's weakened us, and inspired overworked leaders to remind us of this truth hastily.

Yet, maybe this is a sign that our leaders need to define church, the logistics of it all, and equipping the people better than they do. Then maybe we wouldn’t have so many fearing the responsibilities of being part of the Royal Priesthood. Yet in these desperate times of a shrinking church, we are trying to skip over all that. This is obviously producing the exact opposite result we are seeking. So I think it’s past time we as the church take a step back, consider where the people are actually at, and strategize how to guide them forward. Instead of only pushing where we want them to be. Clearly, that's not the same thing.



This post began with an image in my head, which is the drawing seen above. This got me thinking about the idea. After much research and meditation, this blog ended up going in a different direction than I thought it would. My point is, the drawing illustrates the fear, more than the reality. 

Tuesday, October 10, 2023

The Virtue of Doubt?

This last Sunday the minister at my church preached on doubt. The following Monday we had a rather interesting discussion about it. The conclusion I came to was, that doubt is something to overcome not avoid. Hence the peculiar title. Why do I say that though?

Spiritual growth happens during difficult times, not in times of ease. How are we supposed to learn to rely on God’s strength if we never do anything that requires his strength after all? I dare say spiritual maturity is at a real low right now. Perhaps one of the reasons that is, is because we are avoiding doubt instead of facing it. Our fears have led to a very basic and rather shallow faith that couldn’t move a pebble.

The world around us has many questions, yet only those who have overcome their doubts can answer them. So naturally the world around us doubts we have real answers when we only offer the blanket answer of Jesus to everything, instead of practical application.

We also will be slow to discover our own failings if we never challenge our faith. Jesus spoke a lot about our false assumptions and our misapplication of scripture. Just read the sermon on the mount. (Matthew 5-7) I’m sure if he came back today, he would have many things to say to the church about how we apply his words. My point is, by challenging our faith we inevitably find ourselves facing our potential presuppositions. Leading us to what we need to work on, and where we need to study. Until we have reason to question our false beliefs, we will continue to hold on to them. So in this sense, it's good to doubt, since it can weed out the heresies. Unless you arrogantly think you have it absolutely all figured out, with no errors in your doctrine at all. (1st Corinthians 8:1-3)

For example, I know a couple that planted a church, and just before leaving one said “I know God is going to put all those ducks in a row for us.” Miracles wouldn’t seem like a miracle if they unfolded under ideal circumstances. It’s only when everything seems hopeless, and it works out anyway, is a miracle evident. The church in question did not take root, so they came face to face with their assumptions on how God really works. They are far more mature for it I’m sure. Even if it was learned the hard way.

That brings up another issue that all those who go into ministry must face. The possibility of confusing our will for God’s. Or confusing pride for faith. Believe me when I say it often takes more faith to swallow our pride and admit our error. Then just keep going out of pure ego. Faith and doubt are not nearly as cut and dry as we try to paint it. That is why we need to pray for wisdom throughout. 

It’s been said, that bravery is not the absence of fear, but rather the strength to face fear. Perhaps in a similar way, faith is not the absence of doubt, but the courage to face them. It’s also been said temptation is not sin in itself, it’s giving into that temptation is when it becomes sin. In the same way, it’s not the doubt that is the problem, it’s giving into it.

Do you honestly think Abraham had no doubts when asked to sacrifice Isaac? Do you believe Noah had no doubts while building the ark with so many critics mocking him the whole time? Do you think David had no doubts when face to face with Goliath? Do you think Paul had no doubts after being stoned by naysayers? We don’t think so because they did not give in to the temptation of said doubts. I dare say the only one who never doubted was Jesus himself because he didn't have to believe anything, he knew. As much as we aspire to be like him, we are definitely not Jesus. Yet we have faith that we will be blessed for our continued attempts at Christ-likeness, despite our many doubts along the way.

The Visual PARABLEist  


a facing off with the devil, and God giving him the strength to overcome

Jesus had to correct his disciples many times, but the only time he showed any anger was when they didn’t even try, not for their many failures. So don't be afraid to fail in your doubt, be afraid of never trying. 


“Peter said, “Explain the parable to us.” “Are you still so dull?” Jesus asked them.” -Matthew 15:15-16